Faking it

The only thing that I'm confident about is how I draw everything else I'm pretty bad at or I'm very insecure about. Whenever I talk in front of the class or whatever i get really nervous because I'm usually shy when I have to talk in front of people. All I do is just act like I don't care which is what I do most of the time and then think that people care about what I'm saying and I mostly forget about it and then it's over with. And not directly looking at people helps too just look right above their head and then it looks likeyour making eye contact with them.